My birthday is going to suck this year 😞 can’t wait for it to just be over

I want someone to just smoke with right now and just not think cuz I’m freaking out. Just really want to smoke and chill listening to muse right now!!

That day April 14th, every word you said just keeps replaying in my head over and over again. I want to go to sleep with those two weeks playing in my dreams and just stay there, just stay asleep and if I wake up I want to wake up to more of that. I don’t want to be the person I was before that, the person that would go to sleep hoping not to wake up.